At this point I'm doing pretty well, Thursdays brain scan was clear and I just finished chemo #6. From what I've read Erbitux has not really prolonged life, so we are sticking with proven drugs. He will give me anything that has shown any success and I may try a clinical trial. Just so you understand, my treatments have been chosen with QOL as the primary issue and at my behest. I have no desire to live 6 miserable months when I can live 3 good months. I have no shortness of breath and, except for a few lost pounds, no outward indication of illness. That is the way I choose to live and I'll see how this current treatment worked before I make any other choices. I appreciate your concern and Hope all goes well for you. As for me, I will conduct my life like as I have for 3 years, like I'll live forever. It is a lesson my dad taught me.