You're grieving, you're tired, you're hungry and you're pissed off. Good for you, that means you are still fighting this.
Now go find a doc to order some bloodwork before you get so drained you can't get angry anymore!
And hang tough, we're all rooting for you.

Andrea

SCC L lat tongue,Dx 9/15/05 T1N0MX L MND and L lateral hemiglossectomy 10/03/05. Recurrence 11/15/06 2nd surgery 12/04/06 hemiglossectomy 3rd surgery 01/15/07 tonsillectomy Radiation 01/25/07 to 03/08/07 3-D/CRT X 30