Hey Jon
seems like all is underway at last,but it also sounds as if you are getting yourself really wound up.I know its easy to say,but do try not to as this will make everything seem so much harder for you.Just try to focus on the fact that what is happening is going to extend,maybe even save your life.It must be awful to be so consumed by the financial worries and i am sorry you have such an added burden,but once the treatment gets under way i am sure you will find your mind more focused on the fight ahead of you.

No one can predict accurately if you will have eating or swallowing difficulties so i would just say if you find yourself struggling tell them sooner rather than later,you can still get a PEG once the treatment has started.

Good luck next week and keep us updated.

love liz