Ok wonderful guys,

Yes may be I do need a kick, but its all new to me and I'm alone trying to worry about how do I find the money, knowing time is running out and no time to start up, in the UK. so of course I'm stressed out, at least I have a starting date, I'm just hoping the money side will sort its self out, as you say I am going to start and knowing I have not got all the money hoping for a mirical, but if I can keep my job, this is a key to my income continuing, then Ill be in good funds, earl;y next year, so hopefully it will all work out. but cant wait till then.......

Can any of you give me more suggestions, for a dietary foods, I can eat, what do I need to eat, is it protean or calories or what.

Ill have to get a good blender, trouble is I have been told to get my teeth sorted, so that's more money, as I have 3 teeth she says, that need to come out, I think.

Thanks for all your help, do you really think ill be able to work, how did you get on with flem and dry tongue, any tips on that, when you had Chemo, was you very sick, how long did that last. wow so much to know, as I get near to Poison day as dave calls it.

You must remember I'm in Thailand and they do things basic here, in the Government Hospital, so Nutrition is not a big thing. so i have to get advise as much as possible.