hey - I answered your other post! Sorry about the recurrence but please do try not to let it get you down! Christine and a few others have danced with this devil a few times and they managed to step on it's toes! You can too! I too lost 30 lbs. (21 after treatment) and another 9 over the past few months - mostly because I'm not eating any junk food (no sugar - no meat - no flour unless it's mixed grains - and even then I will have it maybe onc or twic a week only! getting dressed is a joy - but for the same reasons as you - just happy to be here an see another day! hugs! The weight loss is a bonus in a way but I would have prefered to do it without the "c" diagnosis!