David, I am still worried about me. I do not want to do anything. I have lost 60 pounds and still losing. I can not wait to walk out of the damn tunnel. I do have my moments when I am not funny. I have to cope some how, and I would rather crack jokes and laugh then cry. I have done my share of tears, trust me and I still do. I look at the machine and say "Beam me up scottie" I go some place else for 15 minutes. Wishing I could stay in that someplace else until this was all over.
Angelia 31 at Dx. DX: 4/30/09, 10/21/09 SCC on floor of mouth, T1NOMO, T2N1M0 TX: 39 IMRT, 8 cisplatin 11/30/09 PET/CT: 11/03/09: Lymph node involvement PEG/PORT: 11/09 TX end: 02/01/10 PET Scan: 04/05/10 clear PEG Out: 06/21/10 Biopsy: 12/23/10: fibrosis HBO: 01/04/11 - ORN Baby girl born 11-30-12
