Im so sorry today wasnt a good day for you. I know you are mostly a postitive person so this must be very difficult for you. Try to take things day by day, maybe even hour by hour if necessary.
Your sister seems to be pulled in several directions and is feeling the stress. Poor thing, she has alot gooing on and isnt taking care of herself which we all know isnt good.
Hows your gardens going? Thats something that always cheers me up, gardening. Hows the lilacs? If nothing else, take a stroll over to them, close your eyes and take a deep breath. I wish mine had flowers, but so far nothing again this year. I finally finished my planting and landscaping the front of my house. I put a couple pictures on facebook. Do your doggies get into your plants?
Hope tomorrow is a happier day or at least a more relaxed and painfree day. I will say an extra prayer for you tonight.
Christine SCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44 2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07 -65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr Clear PET 1/08 4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I surg 4/16/08 clr marg 215 HBO dives 3/09 teeth out, trismus 7/2/09 recur, Stg IV 8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy 3wks medicly inducd coma 2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit PICC line IV antibx 8 mo 10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg OC 3x in 3 years very happy to be alive