Your are doing wonderfully Christine, and I'm sure you can't sleep and no doubt having those crazy dreams/nighmares, because your mind knows this really is a nightmare for you. Death of a loved one is worst than a nightmare I believe. It tears your insides apart and just breaks your heart and in your mind you know they won't be in any more pain but you also do not want them to leave. I can't imagine but I am hoping in reading what folks have gone thru that when and if the time comes I will know what to expect and will most definately have the best team of supporters right here with you all.
God Bless

CG to Ron
Out of Pain 4/3/13
4/12-lung and under chin growth no treatment
1/13/12 lung biopsy
6/11 recur 6/30 resection #2 Clear margins
Clear 12/10
Surg 5/13/10 neck dis/nodes part gloss/flap R thigh all teeth out
RAD 30 8/10
DX 4/2/10 "Oral Cavity" T3NOMO
12/28/07 Non Hodg Lymph remission 7/08
passed away 4.3.15, RIP Ron, you are greatly missed