I remember Deb, when doing a feeding he would end up with tears in his eyes from being so miserable, I would put my arms around him and say we are going to make it, I promise you! He would look up at me like a frightened child it would break my heart. But we also had some very funny moments when he would start to laugh or get the giggles and couldn't stop and the darn thing would overflow like a fountain from all the air, and I'd say control yourself. Also I would always get a kiss and and hug after avery feeding. So...enjoy what the moment brings. But... Glad to say that part is behind us now,hmm... have to find different ways to get my kisses in!!!


CG to husband 53,39 rads. 3 rds cisplastin ended 6/2/07 Tonsils removed 1.10.07 11 of 20 nodes positive- lump removed on rt. side of neck 1/26/07 cancer of nasal pharnyx TXN2MX 2nd rd. of chemo- carbo/taxol on 6/11/07