ok gang, I am ready to write a book on our journey with this beast. and I even have a title "If the Cancer doesn't kill you -your wife will!!!!" I told my husband tonight" I can't wait till you are well enough for me to tell you off." and he said "you better be ready also." Love, patiences and prayers is the only way to get through each day. I guess you have to keep humor in this thing or it will eat you up alive. I keep saying to myself its not my feelings that count but .... Ok thats enough of me venting. Thanks for listening! Have a good week=end!