We had a good week-end here. My son came in from Va. so that really cheered my husband up. Hubby changed a kitchen light for me,went to lunch at my moms and even went to Radio Shack with my son!!! So I was Thrilled. Still eating dinner every day. I made pancakes for breakfast this morning before my son left,and he even had one with some OJ. I couldn't believe he could drink the juice with out wincing but he did. Than he asked if I was happy he ate. I said of course. and he said well if I don't eat you make a face. You just can't win. I would think he would be so happy that treatments are over and he is doing so well. A smile now and then would do wonders for me. I told him you should try to see this from my side and he said "What about from me". I just shook my head. I just don't get it sometimes. YOU do every thing possible for their benefit and get no response. It is exhausting being a caregiver. I told him sometimes just one kind word goes a long way. He gives me one of his looks. Lord, give me strength! I told him I am on chapter 30 of my book "If the cancer doesn't kill you , your wife will!" I just want things back how they used to be but I know things are changed. Enough about me rambling on. I am ever so gratefor for his great progres, now if I can just work on his attitude!!!