We went to our PCP yesterday and everything was good. Tom lost 5 lbs. but Dr. wasn't concerned as we are trying to wean off the peg tube. We are down to 3 cans a day. We actually went out for breakfast and it was enjoyable. (I remember a time when I thought we would never eat out again) then my husband said he was going to go into his office for a visit. I was thriled. He hasn't been there since May. But he was showered, shaved and actually looked pretty good so I think that made him feel better. He stayed about and hour and a half, but said a few people didn't recogonize him. Well, I told him they haven't seen you in a few months and lets be honest you do look a bit different.(thinner, no hair, and no energy) But he said he got lots of hugs and well wishes, I think that was good for him. As for today he is beat. He asked for a Mcdonalds hamburger and fries, his first since March. He said it was ok, and ate half but hey we will take it. So one more day in this long struggle to get back to some kind of normalcy.