I have been reading this forum for the past few months and have been helped a lot by reading everyones struggles and triumps. My husband just finished his rad and first rounds of chemo. He has a feeding tube in since April and has lost 33 lbs, but is finally keeping steady now. He still can't swallow with out pain and I am encouraging him to try. His dr. now wants to put him on a chemo pump for 96 hrs. 1 week per month for the next 3 months. He is so upset about this. He doesn't know if he wants to do this. It has been a brutal journy for him and for me. If anyone has experienced this it would be of great help to us. I told him I would stand by his decision. He is tired of being sick and tired! Thanks for listening! And God bless you all!