Hi, Hubby a little on the tired side today. He can't understand why he felt good yesterday and today has hardly no energy. I told him its normal thats what my friends on the forum say. I know I have to let go a bit and trust that he knows what he can and can not do. But I do worry! He just looks at me. Tonight I did a spa nite courtesy of my kids. It was great! massage and a facial. I din't realize how tense I had become. When I fianlly let myself relax and calm down I broke into tears. The masseus (sp) was so kind she told me to let it all out. Sometimes I don't know where all these emotions come from. My husband said to go and enjoy myself you derserve it. I thought that was sweet. I told him to promise he would eat something while I was gone so I could relax. He did. A scrambled egg and a couple sips of water. I was happy. So... one day at a time. LJ