what a rollercoaster this can all be...
tonight i am kept awake wondering how long i can put off either checking him into a facility for care, or hiring someone to sit with him when I cannot.
how do i possibly make that decision????

here's why i am considering it... three times today, I picked him up out of the floor where he had ended up after trying to use the urinal. last time, just a few moments ago, i got him back into bed, and he almost immediately rolled right back in the floor.
I am SO tired. So scared. I feel like if I wave the white flag of surrender that I will have failed miserably.
What is a wife to do? (rhetorical.... )