On a side note ladies and gentlemen. I am terrified. Regardless of the strong front I try and maintain. I am so scared. I find myself crying more and more often.
I thankfully have no work today (wed) and I will get to get out of the house with Matt for a while.

CG to my husband, Matt. Dx June 2009 Stage IV Oropharengeal SCC right tonsil primary with distant metastases. Rad to neck- Surgeries to lungs- Every avail chemo - ran out of options Jan 2012, called for hospice help Feb 2012, at rest March 19, 2012.