I have a question to all of you who read these...

Do they help?

It helps me to be able to unload things here that I cannot say at home, but the thought came to me this morning, how is another carer going to feel coming across the bad/ugly of it all. Some things on the forum scared the ^&** outta me when I first found it. Though now that I am facing similar things they bring me comfort. Perhaps I just answered my own question. I've been feeling insecure about venting, and my situation is only going to get worse. His memory and some motor functions are going. morphine? brain met? I don't know, and likely wont find out in this final inning.