On a serious note... Matt doesn't read the forum because it scares the hell out of him. He doesn't want to know the statistics, the possibilities. He just wants to focus on one day at a time.

Meanwhile, I have a strong desire to know what to expect and a need to vent to my peers during this journey.

CG to my husband, Matt. Dx June 2009 Stage IV Oropharengeal SCC right tonsil primary with distant metastases. Rad to neck- Surgeries to lungs- Every avail chemo - ran out of options Jan 2012, called for hospice help Feb 2012, at rest March 19, 2012.