Thank you to all of you and for your support and advice. Sorry about the venting, it was just difficult to deal with the news at first, but I have pulled myself together and I am learning how to cope with it better. I am going for counselling this Sunday, and yes I did say yes to my boyfriend's proposal. Through this journey, no matter where it takes us, I will never give up on the most beautiful person I have ever met. Forever and always I will be there for him to support and love him, and hopefully he can fight this and be here because there are so many things left that he would like to do.

As for all of you, you have been my strength through all of this, all your support, advice, and prayers just help me to get through. You are all so wonderful, even though I haven't met you all personally, I really appreicate the time that you take to help both me and OV through this. Merry Christmas, happy new year and may you all be healthy, happy and with loved ones always. I hope that my boyfriend and all of you do get through all of this and god bless you all.

Take care!!