God bless you too. You both continue to be in my prayers. We don't know why things play out the way they do, best we can do is deal with them. You are doing just that. You have shown great courage and strength in the face of this beast and I'm sure you will continue to be strong. Don't ever think about giving up and encourage your fiance to do the same. I'm sorry that this is your Christams 06. I pray you find some joy together this holiday season.

Tim Stoj