Hang in there Stephany,
I want to say something to try to help and yet I have no words of wisdom. I have no words at all. I have been thinking about you all day. I would give you a hug but my arms aren't quite long enough to reach from Texas to California. So maybe you can take this virtual hug.
Sometimes we really need them. I went last night to a meeting, that under normal circumstance I would attend as the member I am, but I couldn't stay long. I just had a drink and said hi to my friends and then I had to go pick up the kids.
I don't really know why I went. But I got a lot of hugs and they were good and sincere and maybe just what I needed. So I am sending some to you too.
Stay strong, we are here whenever you need us.
Cindy