EZJim :thanks for indirectly saying what has been putting me in such a shitty mood.

Christine,
we just lost Patty and we don't want to lose you. Just knowing that someone like you, who has such an indomitable spirit and ultra positive attitude can have yet another recurrence makes me question the preventive or curative powers of mental attitude. Of course, a positive attitude does let us enjoy the time we have, whatever that may be. Our local papers have written up a story about a mother driving a van of kids whom a tree fell on and killed on a short trip from the swimming pool. Sounds trite but I know I should be grateful for the time and life I do have. People like you are truly inspirational,

Charm