OP      Contributing Member (25+ posts)    Joined:  Mar 2009  Posts: 48  |    I am starting to feel a bit better.  My mom and I exchanged text messages about what was going on inside of our heads.  She told me not to beat myself up and that she understands what I am going through.  It made me a little less tense. I am going over there tomorrow night.  Thank you all!        
26 Mom 48 diagnosed Sep 08 Stage IV SCC full glossectomy, neck dissection traech and peg Nov 08 35 radiation treatments and 3 chemo Mar 09 mets to lungs Started Erbitux 3/09/09 06/26/09 mets to rib Stopped Erbitux 6/26/09 Start erbitux/taxol 7/06/09 Started Hospice 7/24/09 Passed away 8/09/09
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