Had the doc's appointment yesterday. This is with the reconstructive surgeon, he took a look at what's going on and in his opinion probably a recurrence. Did a biopsy, scheduled a whole body pet/ct for Thursday, following Thurday I see the cancer surgeon, go from there. Not looking good at this point. Doc doesn't think they'll do another surgery, especialy since it looks like the cancer spread elswhere, there's a nodule in my neck that is not even close to any lymph nodes, etc.
So yesterday I was trying to keep positive, last night and this morning it kind of hit me, hope I can do chemotherapy and it has some positive affects on the tumors. See what next week brings.