I have to admit, it sucks and is totally scary too. I am sorry you are going through this again after such a long time. It's good they found it early - ish. Hopefully there isn't much spread, and as others have said... things are newer this time out hopefully it will be a little easier. hugs.

Cheryl : Irritation - 2004 BX: 6/2008 : Inflam. BX: 12/10, DX: 12/10 : SCC - LS tongue well dif. T2N1M0. 2/11 hemigloss + recon. : PND - 40 nodes - 39 clear. 3/11 - 5/11 IMRT 33 + cis x2, PEG 3/28/11 - 5/19/11 3 head, 2 chest scans - clear(fingers crossed) HPV-, No smoke, drink, or drugs, Vegan