Woke up today pretty scared. I've been sick for about 5 weeks. now with flu symptoms. Even more fatigue, sore throat, headache, muscle pain. It's really annoying as it's making me even more housebound. I saw a doctor and he said it's viral there is nothing to do.

I managed to pull/hurt my hip flexor and this hurts a lot especially at night and I am waking up. This is probably increasing the anxiety.

I am getting more and more physically weak esp. due to the flu/whatever.

I noticed a small lump/something in my testicle. great

I emailed my primary oncologist/doc to see whether a physical therapist would be useful to somehow help me gradually get stronger but she did not respond. oh well.

An acquaintance from abroad (friend of my brother/family) said he would call today and I am actually experiencing stress over that; it's as if I wanted to avoid the computer. Finally I managed to look at my calendar to see what appointments I may have today.