I've been trying to get out of the house more and socialize.

I went to central coast of CA for a coupla days with a friend. He is unfortunately extremely antisocial, critical and judgmental and constantly spewed negative comments which was too unpleasant for me. I think I could handle it before because we never spent 2 days together so I could laugh at it.

It's good as a distraction but I experience increased fatigue and anxiety the next day. People are also noticing that I am tired so I feel guilty and inadequate as I am not as social as they are. My social skills are not very high either and I think I'll blurt out something that I don't realize is judgmental and turn off the other person.