Sharlee,
I am wishing positive results for you. You will take each day at a time. You will get thru this.
Honestly- if you can live with an emotionally abusive alcoholic you can whip this cancer.
Keep your stength for whatever you need to do. Take care of yourself which means be selfish- that is not a dirty word.
Trust me- been divored for many years from the same type of man - have a happy and stress free life and have been married 11 years to the most wonderfull man.
You deserve better.I am here to support you- however I can.

Paula
Paula