Sharlee---I agree with Nelie totally--you need every ounce of help you can get for yourself right now! I cannot imagine how you can have fought this disease AND run a house and 5 kids--that's one Hell of an achievement smile

I also agree with the comment about writing being therapeutic--I went out and bought myself a pad, file and some pretty-coloured gel pens, and I write down each day what I'm feeling.

Something I've learned from this site is how caring everyone is and also that the 'one thing at a time' philosophy is the only way to get through--and that's before I even start treatments!

Am thinking of you Sahrlee and come and vent anytime!
Brenda

Brenda in UK--Diagnosis 30/5/07--undifferentiated carcinoma in right jawbone and muscles. Stage 4
6/7/07--new diagnosis primary is in lung. Finished 4cycles of palliative carboplatin/gemcitabine
therapy September 07
Now dying to live!