Dear Stephany,
I know what you are feeling. To lose your Mother is like losing part of yourself. Don't try to rush to a conclusion. I don't want to say that healing takes place, but eventually, acceptance does. It takes a very long time.
God Bless You and Yours,
Mandi

Husband diagnosed with stage III tonsil and floor of mouth cancer in August 2002. Three rounds of chemo/42 RAD treatments. Upper right lung lobectomy in March 2003. (Benign)