Stephany
I wish there were words or magic answers that will make this time easier. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. As Kirk said it will take time and you will never forget your Mother and all the gifts she gave you. You took wonderful care of your Mom and now just as when you are a caregiver you now have to take care of yourself. Please try your best to take a little time to relax everyday. A hot bath, a walk, and even if you can't sleep make yourself as comfortable as possible fresh sheets, plump pillows etc. and rest. Peace Denise