Gary,

Thanks again for your encouraging words. I am so sorry about your mom. Amazing, that she passed from a heart attack after all she had been through. I would feel angry as well.

I will look into counseling. Thanks for the advice. And I am sorry that I am not alone in this suffering..as I would not want to see anyone else suffer as I have been suffering. But I do know that other people have gone through this and have been very helpful to me and others in here, such as yourself. I cant thank you enough for that. even in your pain and grief, you take the time to encourage and help others. Gary, you are truly a gem.
God Bless
Stephany