Oh Delly , I am so sorry for your loss. Your father was so brave and so are you . I have followed your posts and think you have been amazing throughout . Im sure that you will feel very lost and wonder what life is all about at times . Your dad fought a brave battle with this truly awful disease and you stood at his side every step of the way . I'm with you when you say that your heart is broken , I'm watching my dad deteriorate each day , one minute I, wishing he would go peacefully in his sleep putting an end to his suffering and then selfishly I cannot imagine my life without him in it. ....... I hear you , do whatever you need to get through. Big hugs xxx
I'm at Christies Tuesday myself 3 month check up, whenever I go I wondered if I'd bump into you . Xxx


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T4 SCC left tonsil
1 Cistplatin,30 RAD finished treatment on 4/12/2013
Trismus
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