I don't no how much strength is left in there :(( dad having op 8th July it's taking the lump and then using muscle and skin from his chest x might have to have breathing tube but hoping not as he really struggled with that last time but they said where the lump is he might not be able to lift his arm up also the cancer may grow back as it's very aggressive :((( I feel so sad for him and they say it all as though it's nothing I no it's there job and to them they just get the cancer out and don't really care how much of your face they leave but I can just picture him now in recovery and feel like I want to hide :((( I feel my job is to make him better but I no control over anything x his face is so swollen his lips are massive an sore the radiation is still working but he going through this now for nothing because it didn't even get rid of the cancer :(( xx feeling so helpless at the moment xx