Hi hun so sorry for what you've been through life can be so creul I'm glad you've got a supportive partner I wish my dad had someone living with him for the times you get scared xx yeah dad going there Tuesday should start radiation in 4 week he's had radiation on that area before so going to have to try find his notes from 28 years ago to see exactly where he had it xx are you able to eat or are you peg fed x dad is very down at the moment he feels very tired but I think that's because he more relaxed at home x I would love to go a support group and meet people and see how every body copes with things because I find it hard and if my dads having a bad day I am to xx I hope your results are good think you've been through enough now ! Xx