Thankyou Cheryl it's more me questioning everything he seems to be just taking if day by day ha I just don't want him to get to down and depressed I no it's going to happen but I don't want it to get that bad where I can't pull him out of it xx I no it will cone with radiation cos all this will be healing then he has to start that x but had some good news today they are sure they've got all the cancer :)) xx