Thankyou everyone xxx I no the pain will heal and I no time will help x I will miss helping me dad and I love him with all my heart xx I told him when they sedated him how much I love him and that is was time to let go now and within 10 mins he was gone :(((( x I hope he heard me and i hope it brought him that not of help to let go ;((( xxxx thankyou for helping me with all your posts xxxx