You've done so well tammy x I feel in being quite strong I just cry on my own wipe my tears put makeup back on and face it again x dads operation went well he looked great when I went to see him Saturday obviously he was on his morphine so felt amazing ha x he can still raise his arm which was a worry as they said he wouldn't be able to x he can move his neck but more as they cut some scar tissue away and replaced with the new skin and it a lot more supple x was in good spirits for last 2 days and seemed relieved it was all over xx alpaca you seem to do very well also it just makes you realise how strong you can actually be I bet your all very proud of yourselves 😀 xxx