I too am still here and check in often,,I recieved so much Love and support here to get me through the scariest time in My life,,,,I still am smoking and don't deserve to be here but never will forget Those of You that got Me through it and I am in awe of all that can quit and remain smoke free. I hope that You all are Survivers and Live long healthy lives and want You all to know just how valuble You are to those who wouldn't have had the courage to find out what They had,,like Me,,,,God Bless and keep you safe, Colleen