I have great news... I went to the doctor yesterday(from 8am-4pm)had a bunch of check-ups including a ultra sound on my neck(when the CT scan came back 2 weeks ago, there was a suspicious lymph node) well they told me no worries, the lymph node just looks like a left over from radiation, and would soon disappear. Wow what a relief, i have been biting my nails on this one for 2 weeks now, just playing that damn waiting game...but they also said they would do another CT scan in 3 months and ultra sound just to make for sure.....it isnt growing or suspicious again!!! So i have decided not to sit here a worry about this crap for the NEW YEAR, im going to live my life as if nothing was wrong and be happy everyday, that i beat this terrible thing............so far!!!