I willbe staying on top of things. I have one more week of school and then I can focus on this stuff. I am trying to get to the summer so that I have all summer to deal with it. I am really trying to be optimistic, but every lump and bump I find now scares me. If oncologist says radiation then that is what I will do. I want to see my boys to grow up to be men of character. I am going to do everything in my power to make that happen.