I am so scared. I am 21 years old. In fact, I only celebrated my 21st birthday very recently. I am going to see a dentist at my earliest convenience. I have not been yet, so I have not been diagnosed with anything. Yet. I have a single white bump on the side of my tongue, and several red bumps on the surface of my tongue. As well as a white coating on my tongue. The possibility of being diagnosed with oral cancer has scared me into diarrhea.
I pray and pray that it is something else.I thought that I was relatively unafraid of death, until I discovered he may be in my near future.
How do you guys deal with the fear, the uncertainty? Life is so unfair. I never smoked, I never drank. Life is so unfair. I wish I at least had a shoulder to cry on. I am a young, black man, and I am supposed to be tough, and never scared. Well guess what? I fell like crying and bawling and not give a shit who sees me.
I wait most impatiently to hear what the dentist will say. Please pray for me.