Herson,
If you can't talk about it with your mom honey, have you thought about talking with others that are on your side of it, such as my daughter or another person whose mother has cancer? It's tough keeping all those feelings in. If you are ever interested in talking, email my daughter, Megan, at [email protected]
I bet she would LOVE to have someone to express herself with, she works hard at staying upbeat and optimistic with me. Would do you both good to talk it out maybe??
Minnie

SCC Left Mandible. Jaw replaced with bone from leg. Neck disection, 37 radiation treatments. Recurrence 8-28-07, stage 2, tongue. One third of tongue removed 10-4-07. 5-23-08 chemo started for tumor behind swallowing passage, Our good friend and much loved OCF member Minnie has been lost to the disease (RIP 10-29-08). We will all miss her greatly.