Herson,
I suspect you're not much older than my daughter, Megan. She's 23 and she is the one that is so angry about all of this. She's big on keeping journals and writes all her feelings down and then will make sure she leaves it where I can find it and read it. We communicate that way. He anger overwhelms me sometimes and I wish I could help her get rid of it, but it's how she feels. Her biggest problem seems to be that she doesn't have anything or anyone to BE angry at to SHOW her anger to or to take it out on. I think she's dealign with it very maturly and will work her way through it but I just wanted you to know that you're not alone with your feelings. I'm 46 and for her to see me, who is a very young 46,go through this plain and simply pisses her off!

SCC Left Mandible. Jaw replaced with bone from leg. Neck disection, 37 radiation treatments. Recurrence 8-28-07, stage 2, tongue. One third of tongue removed 10-4-07. 5-23-08 chemo started for tumor behind swallowing passage, Our good friend and much loved OCF member Minnie has been lost to the disease (RIP 10-29-08). We will all miss her greatly.