Peace,
This can be done and you will see it through. Remember my dear friend you have cancer cancer does not have you, take charge and control of this fight. You can only control how you respond and that gives you the ultimate control. Hang in there we will all be here for you. We all have the right to be scaredand it is acary at moments so call in all bets, lean on your loved ones, friends and family as well as your doctors. You must convince yourself that you WILL be one of those who win.
Lenny