It's funny, I was raised as a Catholic and at one time wanted to be a Priest. I do not agree with a lot of the churches ideas so I pulled away from it. I never stopped believing in a higher being or ever stopped trying to be as much of a Christian as humanly possible. But I never once blamed anyone or being for my challenge against cancer except perhaps myself for some carefree youth moments. All I thought of was I WILL NOT let it BEAT me. If anyone ever said I was stricken with cancer because I did not pray enough......well I think I can honestly say I would have chewed them a new asshole real fast. Pardon my language.
David