I'm very sorry life has brought you this hand. There is some very good advice listed above by folks who have been going through this much longer than me.
I can only offer you prayers and good thoughts.
Tim
Tim Stoj 63 yr old. Dx Jun 06 with BOT Stage IV. Neck dissesction on 19 Jun 06. Started Tx on 21 Aug 06/completed 33 IMRTs and 3 CT (2 Cisplat & 1 Carboplat) on 5 Oct 06.
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