Audrey, we are glad you found OCF- altho we are not glad about why you are here. Do you have someone going with you to appointments-as a second pair of ears? This is important. Please tell us more about yourself and you can be assured that many people will be here for you if you so desire. "Overwhelmed" is a normal reaction and it needs to be channeled into a proactive approach to your treatment. Keep posting- we are here to help. Amy