Just wanted everyone to know that the holiday at my daughter's and seeing the grandkids helped alot. The doc rx'd zoloft and trazadone to sleep. It's all starting to work and now that we are a week out. I'm feeling more in control.
Thanks to all of you for help and concern.

Bette/CG to husband Reggie 66

dx 1: SCC Soft Palate (12/06)
tx: chemo and rad

dx 2: SCC 6 cm tum rt. vocal chord (12/09)
tx: total laryngectomy with stoma, 2 nodes

dx 3: SCC 4 cm tum BOT (10/16/12)
Tx: partial gloss w/ mod deck dis 4 nodes incl. part. pharyngectomy