The Big C is an awesome show! We were watching it before the husband got his diagnosis and now it has much more meaning.

As for some days I feel like screaming..well most days I feel that way..my husband has always been sort of stand offish even to me..and now with this cancer crap he is even more so. It seems as if nothing I say or do is right..I have just about hit my breaking point.I go to the gym to workout my frustrations, feeling great and then walk through the door and it's back to square one. Wish his family lived closer, we are in Florida..his brother lives in California and his Mother lives in London Ontario.

My friends all say.."call us if you need us"..yeah okay. Okay, my rant for the day is done, time to hit the gym and possibly the punching bag. Have a great day ~